Tuesday, July 23, 2019

Search and SOLD


Search time: There are so many ways to search for housing, internet options pose unlimited researching. I found numerous places to live, looked at a vast amount of houses, and searched in a circle of decent commute time. At one point I thought for sure I was truly going to be homeless – or at least have to live with cousin for a bit. Then it happened, I came across one that would be a decent starting over point for me and Oakley.
  
Voice 1 who always says, "Be polite your mother raised you to be a nice person!"  Shake my head - It is very hard to do this because a big name brand owns the LLC on the cabin I want, causing pricing comparison issues. Then there was the deal with how you actually spell the Road name – yeah, it changes to meet the fancy of whom ever is declaring the spelling. Next up on reasons it’s so hard to be nice, the insurance company wants to change up costs – after supplying a quote and I bought the money order already.

Voice 2 always reminding me, "Your mother raised to say nothing at all if you have nothing nice to say." I must ignore this voice in this entire situation, for If I say nothing – nothing will get accomplished in a timely manner.

Voice 3 is saying (in her normal annoyed voice of adult reason) Why did I do this???? Can’t you see this is going to stress you to the max??? I DON'T KNOW!!!!

Voice 4 pipes in, having perpetual PMS, is snapping out her usual slew of profanity… @#$%^&* AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS when you try to do things on your own. ISSUES every turn of the way!!!! !@#$%^& She isn’t very wrong, and to make it worse I know others are merry thinking the same thing.

Voice 5 comments with today’s uplifting quote.  “Jump off the cliff & Build your wings on the way down”

Voice 6, with all her jolly personality, with all her determination to take over the world one step at a time, tossing glitter along the way smiles and states Oakley and I will make this work!! Toss the Glitter and embrace it!!

Yup - Embrace the idea of Enjoy the hand you are dealt. I know I will still cry myself to sleep some nights, hopefully less often. I will continue to curse the choices I made in the past but might be able to start laughing at them. LAUGH-ENJOY-SMILE each moment – they literally it won’t again ðŸ˜Š

Thanks for the read! XOXO

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